I don't know if anybody reads this at all anymore, but if you are out there. Please pray for me. I have a huge issue to come across my path, perhaps the largest and most important one in my life so far. Whether it is part of this journey I have decided to take on, I'm not certain, but it could be. That is what I have to figure out. If what I am feeling is God's will or if I am trying to avoid something. I'm nearly positive it is not the latter, but I am not 100% certain if it's God's will or not, mainly because not enough time has passed to be sure. I've only been thinking about it for a few days. But I do know that something has to change.